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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|04:54 am] |
It's been awhile since an update. Life has been better. Due to the damage done at the party i had last friday, I'm cut off now and my parents don't like me any more. I'm afraid to go home to Saginaw again, and according to my mom, I'm not welcome either.
I'm trying to get a job so hard so I can get away. Every night is like a girl party at my house and I don't have any guy friends here to offset the madness. I just like to lock myself in my room and play world of warcraft constantly. Basically, I need to be rescued. Someone help me. |
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| feeling good |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
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I want to thank you all for being there for me when I needed you most. Love you guys and I'll see you soon. |
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| nothing in particular |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|12:58 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
Getting ready to leave saginaw and getting excited about it. Steve's house was wild last night. I saved Thomas' life because he was trying to drink carburetor fuel. And I stopped Steve from trying to fight everyone and he repaid me by letting me sleep in his bed. He took the floor. If that's not friends then I don't know what is.
In other news, girls are clearly stupid and wishy washy by nature and they are all trying to ruin my life. I basically hate anything that has a vagina right now. Glenn told me the other day that men use significantly more brain power to process emotion than women do, and the emotions that we feel are actually much more powerful. That is becoming very clear to me because when I want something it stays that way and when I feel something it doesn't change and when I say things I mean them. Guile is the root of all evil. the end. |
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| christmas break |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|10:54 am] |
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| | touched | ] |
Sorry I haven't posted in awhile, I've been busy drinking. For real drinking. Like 24/7 a fifth or more per night drinking. And it's been a crazy time.
First of all, I want all of my friends to stop fucking each other and fucking everything up. I mean, it just gets kind of strange after awhile when you go into a room and realize that you've messed around with four out of the five people and only because one of them is gay. Of course I realize this is a natural progression in the world of partiers and I haven't been the best kid myself but if it has to happen just be honest about it so it'll be alright.
Other than that, things have been really fun here. I like to chill with my boys. And I realize I will do practically anything for caleb. he's been good to me. Like he called me at 9:30 this morning when I was still wasted with 6 hours of sleep and asked me to drive over to his house and push his dad's fucking heavy ass roadmaster two blocks up davenport. And I didn't even mind even though he said i smelled like liquor. |
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| mmm food |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|07:58 pm] |
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delicious eating will be done! |
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| please, turn off the christmas music |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|04:19 pm] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
I got a 3.4 this semester which means I am done for real and the diploma is in the mail. I'm not sure where to go with this but at least I don't have to go back. If you want to hang out, call me, because I am no longer occupied.
Liz is in sunny Florida until the 7th or so. I told her i wouldn't call her unless she called me so we haven't talked in a little while. It feels ok but I can't say it feels right. I will thus be spending a lot of time in James' basement, including tonight. |
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| a night out on the town |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|02:36 am] |
I actually left my apartment tonight and tried to do something, but the results are questionable. I didn't know this kid well but I met him in class and I decided to try something new. So I went to his house. But all of his friends were fucking frat boys and sluts. And he went into his room at like 2 to fuck his girlfriend and was really awkward about being like "well, when should we study?" I guess what I don't realize [I don't go out much] is that:
MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO GO HERE SUCK
and I wish that I could pass out.
I hate performance enhancing study drugs. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|07:54 pm] |
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| | pessimistic | ] |
There comes a time in every man's life when shit hits the fan and right now it is just spraying everywhere goddamn. It has been really hard for me to get shit straight in my head lately.
The bottom line is that school needs to be done and I need to get out of Ann Arbor for awhile. |
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| oh so tired |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|05:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Marilyn Manson - Angel with the Scabbed Wings | ] |
lately, i've been thinking about dropping out of school like everyday and the only thing that stops me is being so close to graduation. i hate the winter and i need to get the fuck out of here. That is all. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|11:59 am] |
Ok so last night was part fun and part ridiculous. We went to Jessica's house to hang out with her and Sean Compton, and then all of these girls started arriving in droves. They were alright, it was like Trent's sister Brianna and some other girls I'd never seen before, some from MSU. But anyway, they all wanted to go party, so we tried to go to his "latino" party. We got there and there were seriously 100 ann arbor mexicans (i can't call them real ones cuz they weren't) standing on the porch. And we were a group of 10 girls and 2 guys. And they were like "we'll cut you a deal--4 bucks a head". fuck that. Parties here are not supposed to have a cover, for one, and why would you deny a whole bunch of girls passage into a sausage festival? Just doesn't make sense. So we went back to Jessicas.
We were tired and left after that, so all in all, it was ok.
On another note, one of my classes is making me nervous. The prof says he won't curve it, so, I have maybe a B- average going in there right now. Which is about right for me in an EECS class, slightly above average. But I don't want a fucking B-, and that is borderline failing since a C- or lower is failing. Uhh. Bad news in the semester you are graduating, huh. Life is a struggle. |
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| I am very disappointed in all of you |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Manowar - Fighting the World | ] |
For the first time today, I listened to Manowar and recognized what it was. APPARENTLY, there was a gap in my musical education.
Rob and Sean, you've failed. Prepare to defned yourselves and your turkeys. |
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| Nickelodeon GAS |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
yo. Does anyone else realize that guts and legend of the hidden temple are on like ALL THE FUCKING TIME. This is how i spend my saturday nights in ann arbor. yeah, i know what you're thinking:
.#######...######...###### #
# ........... # .......... # # .......... #.#
# ........... # .......... # # .......... #.#
# ........... # .......... # # .......... #.#
#######...######...##### #.#######
Man, that tired me out. |
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| tired |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|08:30 pm] |
i had an exam in my "Advanced Object-Oriented Programming" class today. It consumed my life. I spent about 16 hours studying for it, but its good to have it over. The Blue Moon in my hand feels especially good.
In other news, I may be coming home on Friday night. Look out, Saginaw. It's Eric Hinojosa's 21st birthday. hehehe. |
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| msu |
[Oct. 29th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
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Liz, jessica, and i went to MSU last night to hang out with her ex-roommate Cristen. We went to a party at a co-op, which is better than going to a frat, but it was BYOB and everyone failed to mention that. So we made a trek to the liquor store. All in all the night was ok, but we had to ride buses to and from campus which limited us to about 1.5 hrs of actual partying, and Cristen brought some dude home with her so we would all have had to sleep on the floor. So we left at like...3 am to drive back to Ann Arbor after I'd had a pint of jack on an empty stomach.
Slut sightings, in ascending order of ridiculousness [the girls at MSU may somehow be sluttier than the worst girls at u of m]:
- In the liquor store, i saw some "angels" that were wearing nothing but a bra on top
- On the way back, we saw a naughty policewoman wearing nothing but spandex shorts that only covered the top quarter of her ass. It was 25 degrees outside.
- On the bus, a girl with no pants at all. Period. |
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| F#-C#-G#-D#-A#-E#-B# |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Children of Bodom - Bodom After Midnight | ] |
thats what i fuckin said. i'm back on the attack shit is whack cuz college back but don't worry ill bounce back.
i would like everyone i know to post and tell me how things are. if you get me motivated about livejournal, i'll post more, promise.
sean doherty--call me baby, i have your underpants. <3
Oh, and I had this really cute cat that died. Check it out.
My cute [dead] kitty |
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| ann arbor |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|05:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | KMFDM - Power | ] |
We moved in to our new place. Compared to last year, it is beautiful. We have a 2 brdm apartment with a generous balcony. I'm thinking about buying a grill for it. All in all, I'm very excited about how things turned out.
Its good to have Fi back. She's a lot of fun to hang out with. My friend Mike's girlfriend moved to Eastern so he's a free man now. Watch out ladies, he might pour hot sauce on you.
Saginaw, I'll miss you. But I always have a piece of you with me. I have a sinus headache again. |
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| hahahaha |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|01:45 pm] |
Yesterday I smoked with Wally and had a good time. I forgot how fun that kid is. We all need to do something hype on Thursday night before I leave. The sun is out, got to go. |
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| winding down |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|08:09 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | Darkest Hour | ] |
I'm nearing the end of my time in Saginaw. Liz said something about her family being around this weekend (how unusual) so she/we might come back. I won't be able to work out here due to the annual horrible Y shutdown, so I don't know how likely it is that I'll come back for long. Haha.
It is super boring during the weekdays here. If you live in Saginaw, you should move immediately. You'd be hard-pressed to find a shittier place to live with a shittier job market.
To the Red Eye we go. Oh, and could someone other than my sister plz comment in my journal? I feel like she reads it only because she feels bad for me. |
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| oh yes oh yes the day of rest |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|12:50 pm] |
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| | indifferent | ] |
It's real nice outside today. The pool and I have some hanging out to do. But first, I have to deal with these mosquito bites. That's right--they are so irritating that they deserve a mention in my journal. I counted six bites on my right ankle alone. I also have two on my back, four on my left ankle, and one on each knee. And some others that probably haven't started itching yet. Fuck. I blame it on the summer. While drunken, I am oblivious to many of the things that are going on around me, including said parasitic activities. Oh, and an interesting factoid: due to the odors/pheromones/whatever that African Americans emit (no I'm not really black but apparently I'm different than you pale folk), mosquitos are more attracted to us...
We were all at Rob's last night again. K-Luv showed up with Sonia, her sisters, and Jack Daniels for awhile, which was hype. Korey and Erika stopped by as well. I'm gonna miss you guys when I have to go back on Friday!
On a side note, Jessica, where art thou? |
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